Feelin' down, yes it's true. Seems like nothing matters. No one to talk to. No mindless chatter. Just me alone. Wishin' it'd get better. Stuck in the zone. My cheeks gettin' wetter. Tears won't stop fallin'. Pathetic fantasies turn to dust. Can't stop from bawlin'. Feel so hopeless and full of disgust. Why does this anguish linger? Can't lick it no matter what. Helpless I am as a broken finger. I'm as open as a door locked shut. This loneliness is getting to be too much. I long to be kissed and held tight. In desperate need of a lover's touch. Seems like I've lost this fight. Almost at a point I no longer care. I guess I'll always be second best. At my reflection I angrily glare. Even in my sleep I get no rest. Praying to God for an end to my pain. I wish it was easier to wait. If I could just believe there was a gain. The way I feel now, I'll never find a mate.
Kindness Never Fades
Life is full of stages. Infancy, childhood and teenage. Becoming an adult. Steering clear of cults. Learning where you fit in. Keeping clear of beer and gin. Learning what not to smoke. And when to laugh at jokes. Learning to be kind to others. Learning how to be the best lover. Picking out your kind of clothes. Taking care of yourself from head to toes. Remembering life is very short. Trying not to end yours in court. Life is for living so live it full. Everyone's life should be wonderful. Remember death comes for us all. No matter how we try to stall. So enjoy the Earth in all its' grace. To each person you greet wear a smile on your face. It could brighten their day. And the memory of kindness never fades.
10-19-90
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